questionair thingy...

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

today was my day off...

even though today was my day off... i managed to have it filled with stuff to do.... after school i finished up my first draft of the research paper. then i went to loveland and put an application at Earthscape. then after that i went to the school to help out marketday. and then after that i went to the library to print out my research paper, and create maps to the o' charleys for prom... now i'm finally home and im going to put the individual pieces of maps together to map a readable bigger map... and this was my day off.....lol

man today was stormy... it was pouring down rain when i was in loveland....i had my windshield wipers on the highest setting and water was still filling up the windshield. and it lasted for a little while... but now the storm clouds are gone, and man the sky looks beautiful... it is awsome.... theres like two layers of clouds out there... the ones that are higher up is a pure white and are just like jets accross the sky. the lower ones are a light gray and are just moving across the sky... it looks awsome....

well thats all for today... i got some more stuff to get done

i woke up too early... now i'm bored...

i got 10 minutes before i need to leave and i am done getting ready for school.... i acually woke up when my alarm went off instead of sleeping for an extra 20-30 minutes, which is what i normally do...so i had about 20 minutes of extra time.... and im bored... so im writing on here....

well yesterday was fun, but very cold. i walked in the march of dimes with my friends. that was fun... and we even got back in time for me to make it to my choir rehersal... i expected to not be able to go to my rehersal.... but if our group walked the 6 mile walk instead of the 2.5 mile walk i probably wouldnt have been able to go to my rehersal...

i felt stupid yesterday, i went to fill up gas at a gas station i never been at before, and at first the gas pump wasnt working, so i went inside to ask the lady behind the counter why it wasnt working and if you had to just pay with a credit card, it was all confusing and wierd.... after i went back out i tried to get it to work again, and a first it didnt... but then i noticed this little lever thing... for the gas to pump right at that gas station, you got to lift this little lever thingy, and i just felt stupid.... i was just like.. my god, why did they have to make this thing so difficult. well i got to go.

well at lest one part of the day was good

just about all day i've been sitting in front of this computer... doing research.... and writing part of my paper.... cus i got a 5 page report , the first draft, due wenesday... fun....i got about 2 pages right now... but i realised that i left one of my books that i was using in my locker so i kinda got frustrated with that....

other than that i've been to the barber to get my hair cut finally... then i went to the store to pick up refried beans for dinner.... which leads to my good part of the day/....

i made tacos... and damn were they good.... i put some jolopeno cheese in with the refried beans, and i cooked the meat in whiskey.... they turned out to be some good tacos.... the only bad thing was the tortilla shells were a little stiff... grrr
well im out thats all i wanted to say

i need a hair cut

my hairs been bugging me this whole day and has been the past couple days.... its a little too long right now... though the last time i got a hair cut was at the end of spring break which was the begining of this month.... though the hair cut was bad... they butchered my hair...(but i cant complain too much, it was free, i had a coupon... and plus some of the stylists were pretty cute...lol)... it was at that new sports clips by the mulberry kroger... but im probably not going to go there again.... ill go to great clips like i normally do... or maybe the one by the goshen kroger... i dont know... but im thinking about doing it after showchoir tomarrow...well im about to eat... then go to work... fun.... a 5-10 shift..... im out

nature can be so peaceful

i just got back from skating at the bike trail... i just skated 6.5 miles though, because at about 3.25 miles in there is a bench... i just sat down on the bench and just sat there for about 30 minutes... i let my mind wonder, and i looked at the trees, the river, a hawk flying above, and passing bike riders....i've noticed that about probably 3 times as many people came through from the left than the right.... that was kinda funny...... but just sitting there reminded me of me about 4 or 5 years ago, when i would just sit on the couch for hours just thinking.... i used to think about some topics like whats it's like, life after death, heaven, what the world would be like after it was destroyed by god...those were the main ones, i know there was more but i just cant remember them.... i used to ponder alot... maybe thats why i never used to talk in school... before and during middle school... once i got into highschool i wanted to become more social, and the way i done that was i stopped thinking so much... but being on that bench and just thinking felt so good... i didnt want to leave.... though i new topic came to me... who invented the yellow divider lines on pavement road/walk ways? i mean someone had to, and got people to walk one way on one side and the opposite way on the other side... it was just a wierd thing i thought about while there... i found it to be a good place for just to have a friend to sit with, because you could just sit and watch nature...it's just kinda peaceful that way...

well im done talking about this...

today was interesting...

at show choir about half the show choir was not even there... that made for an interesting practice... deffenatly when jamie had her break down, we had the "meeting" in the dark, and then we got to practice in the dark... which was fun... then to top it off we got to leave 40 minutes early... it was just weird...

though once home... i didnt know what to do... i had nothing else going on... i didnt feel like wasting money to see a movie... cus i need to save it for prom, kings island field trip, leadership conference, and any other expence that i forgot about.... so i went to the loveland bike trail... i skated for 8 miles.... i havent done that since last fall... and i didnt think i would make it all 8 miles... at first i was just like man im gettin sore... but then i was like screw it.. and just keep skating... and once you skate for so long you can just go forever... i could of probably skated more but i wanted to get back to the car before dark...

and now im just adding more songs to my mp3 player.....

ooo music hall

yea i get to rehearse at music hall tonight... it's only for an hour though... we are practicing with the russian diction coach... which will be "fun"....well at lest the russian songs are fun to sing...my fav line...(even though i have no idea what it means) is "zher tvu nye vin nu yu pri mi tye".... but i do know what sgib means. it means death or die.... its kinda funny, the guy who helped us with the pronounciations last sunday told us the meaning of just this one word, and it had to be the one that meant death...'

though the fun thing is that i got to drive down to down town cincinnati alone in this crappy weather...grr...and i dont even know exactly where i'm going... i got a map now... i just need to look at it for a little while now... so bye

yay my mp3 players alive

it wasnt working for awhile...so as a last ditch effort to save it, before i had to return it, i decided to see if soething would work.... i figured if i deleted everything on it and tried to reprogram it, it just might work... so i deleted everything on it... all 350 song.... :( .... and i reprogramed it, and now its working just fine... so far...:).... im now putting the songs that i still had on my computer on it...which will probably be over 100, maybe close to 150 i dont really know...ok its now done copying and its over 200 songs, and if i did my math right its 233

so people on the road can be real assholes...last night while driving home i almost rear ended someone, but it wouldnt of been my fault... i noticed this guy on the high way was tailgating me... driving real close to my bumber...then about 5 minutes later he comes up on my right side and merges in my lane only about a foot in front of my car and hits the brakes... i slam on the brakes and i'm thinking what the fuck are you doing.... i think i should of just hit him... he would of been the one to pay... cus he would of been at fault.... well thats my fun driving experience from the concert last night.... which was actually quite fun...well im out

ugh... im bored at school

im in college 101 right now, and its boring.... we're in the computer lab and supposed to be on kuder.com to work on career passes... but all i know that yo got to do on that site are the 3 tests... im done with that, and im not sure if there's anything else to do. i cant ask the teacher because mrs. deuer is not here... we got some sub.. and he doesnt know what we're doing. so no one is really doing what we're supposed to be doing.

this sucks i have to reture my mp3 player... its not working correctly again... its freezing again. before it was freezing because, what we thought was because, we didnt program it first... after we hooked it up to the computer and programed it, it worked just fine.... i tried to reprogram it but it didnt do anything.... i'm thinking and so is miles is that there is a bug in it...so im taking it back... to look on the bright side, im getting my $213 back... which i'll probably use on my car....

well out

the gas prices are hell....

its crazy how much gas is.... $2.34.... thats crazy... im glad i filled my tank up yesterday... when it was $2.19... i had a coupon for $0.50 off every gallon if you buy more than 10 gallons....but it expired... and i didnt know it did till it was too late.... GRRR.... i ended up paying $37 something.... GRRRR....i dont like the gas guggling jeep, the things crazy...i cant wait till i can drive my celica again...

yay... we have a concert this saterday... we're singing as a guest chorus to a boy choir (its some famous boy choir, i just dont remember the name and i dont feel like looking it up right now)...im being lazy... but we're singing at the st. bonifast church...which is my mothers old church... then next wenesday i think is when we are praticing at music hall... with the russian diction coach...and i still need to look up directions to get there...... by the way i still need to get directions to go to the college 2 days from now... its uc clermont, which is in batavia....

man april is going so be busy for me.....i wont get to work any weekend cus i'm doing other things every weekend....and this week i'm only getting 2.5 hours ... and thats friday...they sceduled me to work wenesday and sunday for some reason, and i cant work those days... and they should of known that... i'm not going to work on those days.... i left a note... so if they fuss... they'll get over it... its their fault anyway...

well im out....zzzz... oh yea i just remembered... i fell asleep in class today... in collage 101 we took a practice reading act... i got about half of it done.. then i fell asleep... the 3rd passage was just so boring to read... it put me to sleep.... there has only been a couple of other times thats happened to me... once in 8th grade, i was in a detention thingy and was in forestes class.... she gave me a bible to read cus i didnt have much else to do... i was reading i think revalation.... and about a page in or so i started to fall asleep...... another time was last year when we had to read lord of the flies... god i hated that book.... it was boring in the begining and very confusing... i couldnt really even follow about half of the first half of the book....i think those are the times i fell asleep
while reading

well now im out for real

this thing is weird.....

i dont know... the last post worked but the 3 before it didnt... so i dont know... its acting up.....
well spring break is over... i dont really want to get up in the morning... i enjoyed the sleeping in... but now ill get to see some of my friends that i didnt see over break... you gotta look on the bright side!... i have to go back and wake up early in the morning again, but i get to see my friends.... well spring break was fun... its now over... and i dont got much else to write... so im out

hey is this thing even wroking??????

the last three posts i writen hasnt even posted... it just keeps saying there's an error... so im posting this to see if it work... if it doesnt o well, if it does then great

is this normal???

when i got a glass of water i almost always put my hand under the water to see if its cold.... cus i hate warm water... well the water was cold, but according to my hand it was warm.... my hands are so cold right now that cold water feels warm.... its crazy... but my hands arent purple right now... they're actually normal color... but they're ice cubes... it probably doesnt help that our heaters not working right now. we're out of oil...man im a human ice cube

ooo a pretty music device

i got a mp3 player yesterday.... i've been having fun on it all day today... i already have about 200 song stored on it.... and i've only went through 5 of my cds and i got some music from miles computer.... its going to be pretty... the 5 cd's i put on there are my 80's cds....my good ones...damn it....right now im check something on it.. i organised my music on it, an in the program it is organnised... but when i unhook it from the computer and it saved the changes, half the work i did didnt register... this is the 2nd time i've tried... grrr.. but this anime song i got from miles is cool.

ooo pretty music player

i got an mp3 player yesterday.... it can hold up to 5 GB of music...which is a shit load of music.... im happy... right now i got about 137 song on there i think from miles computer.... and it only used up about a half of a GB..... i still have all my cds to go through which is probably about a little over 60... so ill have fun... plus ill probably dd some music from my dads cds... and see if glenn will let me barrow his evenesence cd.... ill have fun....

i went to the mall with kyle, miles, and nick.... it was my idea cus i wanted to look for mp3 players... i went in with $350 and came out with $50... though the mp3 player only costed $213 after tax.... the actual price was $199... grrr damn taxes....lol ... i also got these oil insence which are pretty good... ones lemon mango, ones ocean breeze, and the other is china rain.... but there was some interesting names at the mall of some oils...some were quite perverted... others was like... umm ok....and some scents i kinda wondered how people know what it smells like.... like love, or tranquility, or another was enlightenment... how could anyone know how that smells like... well oh well.. another thing i got was these little poofy nintindo dice... they're hanging in the jeep right now...miles got the poison mushroom dice (which i helped pay for, and i paid for kyle to get a new tool shirt... he says he'll pay me back when he has the money... chances are ill probably forget that i even lent him money...)

i have the china rain insence buring right now... it smells good...ahhh..lol... ok im done here ... time to mess with my mp3 program and to begin ripping cds!!! yay