i have reached Nivana...

something very freaky happened to me in latin today... i dont know why it happened but it just did out of the blue...we were going over a worksheet in latin and all the sudden this thought popped in my head... it was like i have just reached enlightenment... (hence the Nirvava title) ... all the sudden i knew that i wanted to become a choral director. i dont know why it just popped in my head but i just felt kinda light headed and was like wow. it was like i just answered the age old question which came first the chicken or the egg... when it popped in my head i rushed for a piece of paper to right it down, because i was likely to forget... but as i was writing, it was like my hand was controlled by something else... other than my hand.... cus i wasnt really comprehending what exactly i was writing until i was done and reread it.... it was just a very wierd feeling... ok im going to stop now cus it sounds like i was possesed or something...