i'm going against my morals

i was always told that alcohol was bad for you, and you shouldnt drink it... that its a dangerous drug,that will get you nothing good from it.... its a waste of time and money... that it'd be better to just burn you money.... and i believed it... for most of my life and even now i think alcohol is "bad", and i dont like it... but lately i've been using whiskey every once in a while... i've used it four times... the first time was i mixed a shot of whiskey with orange juice, ew dont try that, its nasty...i dont that cus im told whiskey helps your voice if its dead... i didnt see any effects on my voice.... the next two times i mixed it with apple juice, and that was actually pretty good... the 2nd time i put cinnamin in with it, it tasted like apple cider. the forth time was just yesterday, i made some spaghetti and i cooked the meat in a shot of whiskey... then poured in the sauce and all that stuff, and it was really good....i cant really take to much credit for the sauce though cus it was a pre-made sauce... but normally when i make spaghetti i make it from scratch.... a lb. of meat, two cans of hunts tomato sauce, a can of tomato paste if available, maybe a can of beans (but i dont really care for kidney beans), then all the spices... it normally comes out good. then cook the noddles in water with olive oil and italian seasoning in the water....

wow i got off track from the main subject...but i think i made my point clear... i'm starting to use whiskey and its going against my morals...